I am Thai. My youth wasn't easy and I was never quite fit in. Deep in my core, I felt different from others. My mom said I was an unexpected child, and it fits the narrative.

As a young child, I had recurring dreams of falling from a very high place until hitting the bottom, after which I would wake up in my bed—I never liked it. I would see benevolent beings dancing around my bed as I was falling asleep. Like many others, I faced ridicule and shut down my sensitivity, especially my ability to see clairvoyantly. Throughout life, I sensed subtle energies and had profound dreams, though I never understood what they meant.

Everything happens for you, not to you.

This phrase came to me when I was at Pachamama Temple, Pucallpa, Peru, in 2017, for a 12-day wholesome ayahuasca ceremony with Mama Rosa and her family of shamans. On the night of my 33rd birthday, it was a bright blood orange full moon night. I could feel that something big was in the air, little did I know I was about to wake up to layers of my true self that I am still unpacking today.

A medicine woman. She intuits earth wisdom and speaks knowledge of the stars.
I have done this before...in different times.

At the time, I was preparing myself for my firstborn. My intention for the ceremony was to clear out as much trauma as possible so I could create and hold a new life without passing on too much trauma to my child. Through a lot of dedication to my own healing, it paid off. I courageously home-birthed a beautiful boy who is bright and brilliant in all ways. And my whole life has revolved around being the best mother to him since.

Our souls have their own agenda.

In August 2022, I had my first past life regression (QHHT) followed by the wildest dream that flipped my reality upside down. At the time, I was in a marriage that looked healthy from the outside. We were truly a great team, but our heart connection was severed. That dream brought about the most powerful awakening experience while completely breaking down my whole reality.

For my women ancestors, I am here to break the cycle—the eras of silent mothers and voiceless women end with me.

It was like jumping off a cliff blindfolded...and I had no other choice.

The growth, liberation, and expansion that came with blind trust in my inner guidance have been absolutely profound whilst it has also required a really deep shadow work that I had to go through, facing my deepest fears, limitations and false beliefs. I went through many face-plants as I called it, many times over and I managed it all with having regular energy cleanses and deep spiritual work. With each challenge, I reemerged with a new found sense of self - a bigger version of me that is more soul-aligned and empowered.

Above all, I am growing in love with myself each day. Through love and the eyes of a man who encourages me to be my truest self unapologetically, I am held gently in love and respect. I have learned to be soft in my femininity while stand gracefully strong in my own power. I never ever fathomed that this was a possibility, and wow...it feels like I am unstoppable.

I am deeply grateful for life and love that are surround

So here I am, on the path that is meant for me after all, and sharing with you what I have learned, remembered, and become. Through challenges I have conquered through different times and spaces, it is here...right now in me like a Pandora's box,...a gift from me to you. 

Pitinada

Mother
Etheric Alchemist
shamanic practitioner & Spirit Weaver

Welcome to

The Sacred Space

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She feels, she knows....